I Constantly Think About This

I finally finished drawing them before the hour of joy, and my hand is dead

I'm developing art block :(

Happens everything I'm on TikTok. I hate that place sm.

Ppl there have no fandom etiquette and will start tweaking out over a ship, any ship, and it drives me insane. I remember posting some of my securityangel art there, and someone said I was the reason the Fandom is bad.

then they like shadowfaerie

(ac alikuarso)

It's not hard to respect others

hmm

Help an audhd + disabled trans dude move out and get away from his violent unstable mother (please)

pre-tldr: i need help with funds for moving into a new place, my mom is very violent and irrational, constantly yelling/stomping, i feel very unsafe and uncomfortable, we have over 15 cats she refuses to get rid of and its a huge drain on my mental health. its filthy here and i NEED to get out. ok full post now

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Hi 👋 my name is Milo. I'm 19, american, transmasc, audhd, got severe chronic pain and no medication for any of it. makes finding suitable jobs very difficult unfortunately

I currently live in an RV with my mom and have for around a year and a half after being homeless for about a year before that. We have a genuinely ABSURD number of cats (over 15 couped up in this tiny space), which is not only terrible for the cats, its terrible for my mental health, my moms, and is a big drain on our funds. We can barely afford to take care of them and no matter how much I plead with her to take some of them to a shelter or do SOMETHING she refuses to, so that should start painting a picture of the type of person I'm dealing with here.

Her temper is incredibly, INCREDIBLY short. She's impossible to be around, refuses to improve, is physically violent to our general surroundings / herself / occasionally the cats. She has thrown things at me before and threatened me. I generally dont feel safe or comfortable, and most times Ive tried getting her to stop any of the aforementioned behavior, she guilt trips me and things never change. Literally as I'm typing this she's been caterwauling, stomping and throwing things. What prompted this? No idea! This happens genuinely every single day. This is not an exaggeration. It's destroying my brain and I can't handle it anymore. This is going to sound particularly pitiful (sorry) but I do have capital T Trauma related to someone breaking into our house when I was home and loud noises / stomping / yelling does make me INCREDIBLY anxious, and no matter how many times I tell her this she doesn't give a shit. or if she does give a shit she doesnt give enough of a shit to change her attitude

She won't let me learn how to drive and (whether intentionally or not) obstructs any attempts I make to function as an adult. I'm currently self-employed on commissions, but it's not a living wage or something I could make into one (and remain sane. or keep up with). I'm actively searching for a job and have applied to several (fingers crossed) (will update this post when I get one) and, ideally, will be moving in with a friend of mine sometime in the late summer, but I need help with funds for moving in/covering rent for a bit/etc.

Since I do take commissions, if you want one of those and want to help with funds that way, that'll be an avenue for giving me money. I won't have them open 24/7 just to make things more manageable, but that'll be an option some of the time at least.

COMMISSION INFO (tumblr post link). Currently closed!

Otherwise, if you just wanna chip in (it would be VERY. VERY VERY VERY APPRECIATED):

Payp4l: millowo <- preferred

Venm0: miiilowo

GOAL: 720/4,000

see this ^^^ ? thats my art im gonna have comms open soon ooh ahh HERES A BUNCH MORE TO LOOK AT IF YOURE INTERESTED BELOW THE CUT

I tried to post this yesterday but fell asleep on my phone lmao😭

What are your favorite characters from Poppy playtime?

What are your favorite ships besides securityangel in Poppy playtime?

I will be glad if you answer and yes you are one of the best artists🌹

Thank you :3

Tho I wouldn't say I'm the best, but I try to be.

As for my favorite ppt characters the list goes:

Harley (obviously, he is my malewife/j)

Doey and Kissy (they are best characters, fight me, they deservethe world)

Bunzo (just a cute Lil guy, they all deserve better T^T)

Dogday (he definitely deserved better)

Stella (my queen, why do these men make you suffer?)

Rich (my goat, I fr need to draw him, but I haven't had the motivation to I'm sorry TvT)

As for ships, like i dunno if we're still doing in poppy playtime or just in general, but I think you mean only in ppt, so I'll do that (securityangel not included):

Eddie x Marcus (I saw a fanfic on ao3 about them, I liked it, rairpair. Give.)

Leith x Harley (very toxic old man yaoi, gimme)

Stella x Eddie (I see a handful of ship art of them, I think it's cute)

Harley x the prototype (also very toxic old man yaoi, I need more)

And that should be about it. Thank you for the ask, and I hope I answered your questions in a satisfying way. :>

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Real

Oh, Diligence...

How I long to be called a filthy, rancid rotling by you 💗🥺