and now I'm going to relax, stop thinking about what happened and enjoy watching One Piece with my dessert
THIS FUCKING CASHIER
I WILL NEVER BUY ANYTHING IN THAT SHOP EVER AGAIN
(I'M MOVING OUT ANYWAY, BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT)
THIS FUCKING CASHIER
It's been... well not fine exactly, but I'm getting things done, so that's something.
For instance I finally finished watching N for Northwest
It was fine
I got a bit bored near the end, maybe because I put off watching it for about a week.
And yesterday I started Onepiece (the Netflix version that came out recently)
It's cool
Is it really that important?: yes
Why is it important?:
it's iconic, and it's a much memed line in the fandom. also, it's actually plot-relevant, as it resets all the progress that you've made and really shows the shitty tactics edgeworth uses in court.
Is it really that important?: At first you think it isn’t, but then it becomes like the most important object ever
Why is it important?:
Okay, so I’m hoping this counts, because the object isn’t a specific cup of cocoa but rather the cocoa itself, which is made new and served and drank in a variety of different cups by a variety of different people throughout the course of the series. Despite it being *technically* new cocoa every time it appears, it is still the same recipe and serves the same purpose in the story. The cocoa comes from a French cafe and is frequently imported and drank by the one of show’s main character: The Interviewer. The Interviewer adores the drink, and consumes and ungodly amount of it. To express his enthusiasm for it, he has described it as “as pure as the angles”, “divine as deity”, and “sweet as sin”. He frequently offers it to his clients, who are people that come to him asking to fake their death and start over with a new life. Almost all of these clients, as well every other character in the show that tries the cocoa, remarks on how incredibly delicious it is. For the first couple seasons, you think it’s just a funny running gag. As time goes on, however, it is revealed that the cocoa actually has magic healing properties. The recipe involves adding a substance nicknamed “Patience” that can fix wounds and cure illnesses and just make you feel better in general. That is one of the main reasons everyone loves it; though I’m sure the cocoa by itself was probably pretty good too. Additionally, the reason the Interviewer drinks so much of it is because he is actually over 3,000 years old, and has been using the cocoa to keep himself alive and basically immortal. This becomes very plot relevant when the Interviewer no longer has access to the magical version of cocoa and starts to die because of this lack.
i haven't been writing anything here recently
here are a few reasons:
i didn't feel like doing anything really
i started writing in my diary again
almost nothing was happening, because i felt like doing almost nothing
i started writing plans for short stories and that took some time
also i played a piano a bit, after a long break
and yesterday i started listening to woe.begone and so far i love it
i still haven't finished watching the last movie so i didn't know what i would even write about
i'm a bit more depressed lately than usual, because there are major changes afoot and i don't feel prepared at all
more long-time wips resurrected from my work folders, finally got this rendered!
MALEVOLENT SPOILERS UNDER UP TO EPISODE 26
wow Jon is back!
you can't imagine how happy was
also wtf Arthur, can you hear yourself
when he was going about some people being better than others, i couldn't help but think that of course he would say that as someone living in the 30s
but still
i like how the roles had turned
jon being the voice of reason there
i was quite relieved when arthur finally admitted to being wrong
finally
well i'm going to listen a bit more
i also want to add, that for a couple episodes now i feel like Arthur no longer be in the 30s anymore
there was something about the house of that family, that i don't remember the name of, being much older than it should be
also Arthur talking all the time about finally going to his place etc. feels a bit like forshadowing
idk, but it would be fun if they (Arthur & Jon) ended up in the present day (more or less)
gotta listen now
MALEVOLENT SPOILERS UNDER UP TO EPISODE 21
soooooo, the memory loss never gets better huh
*flashbacks to a certain podcast*
anyway if you wanted to know how i took it: uncontrollably sobbing at 4 AM
btw the new character named Cain ? I think he's pretty cool
don't correct me if i'm wrong ( i don't want any spoilers), but I feel he might be Lucifer, because he mentioned something about being the second most powerful, well being and I immediately thought of Lucifer in Sandman, because he was described as only second to God
wait a minute i'll find the quote from this episode
hold up i forgot that The King and The Unconquerable are two different episodes
anyway, the quote will be from the former
( kerfuffle is a fun word)
(so the guy's name is apparently Kayne not Cain)
(and the mentions of Lilith? I may not be wrong)
(I wish I could say the feeling is mutual, but you’re staining my daughter's music box with blood.)
(it may be in the coda after all)
((Dramatically.) You only have eyes for him!)
(anyway gonna look though ep 20 one more time)
STRANGER: So what’s so special about the little boy from Arkham that made it so? What’s so strong about you that I can’t figure out?
ARTHUR (confused): I don’t know.
STRANGER: But... you do. You have to, cause if I don’t, that only leaves one other person. So we’ve both walked a mile in your shoes, kiddo, take a wild guess: why are you so different?
looking back I might have misinterpreted the quote
remember i listened to it about 4 am
but i'm still curious as to who he might be
I'm curious (and in need of new content) what everyone's podcast experiences are like, so, in the tags or replies, what's...
The first podcast you listened to?
The most recent podcast you listened to?
Your favourite and/or comfort podcast?
A pod you think deserves more appreciation?
was pretty good
the Charlies are a bit too anoying
maybe something different
i got dark academia
recently i haven't really been watching any Hitchcock movies
instead, i finally got to watching Don't Hug Me I'm Scared (2021), and I watched some of the webseries
it's pretty cool
anyway, goals for today (what's left of it) include:
taking a hogwarts test in order to get slytherin just for the fun of it, because houses aren't real or make much sense and slytherins are just EVIL, that's one of the characteristics
taking an esthethics quiz or sth (as you see i really like quizes)
possibly deciding what to watch today (maybe Hitchcock)
btw I started listening to Malevolent
i finished I Am In Eskew
the ending was depressing
who would expect
i was feeling numb and sad a lot today
but i decided to take learning languages more seriously from now on (again)
because i got obsessed with Bella Ciao (even though i've never seen La Casa Del Papel)
and I thought that I should probably try learning italian again
and of course german, because i need to get better at it
and possibly more languages that i don't take as seriously as those two
more entertaining than i expected
watching
today
with cocoa☻
as i said, depressed vibes
today watching I Confess (1953)
while making and eating my supper
today watching I Confess (1953)
while making and eating my supper
Hi,
I started this blog, because I feel like I'm depressed.
That is "unhappy and without hope" as Cambrige Dictionary puts it.
The state of sadness is definetely longer than 2 weeks, I'd say.
If I'm not mistaken, it's been over 5 years (plus a few weeks).
I may return to this and explain the thing I believe to be the cause of my emotional state. Of course there was a break more or less through the year 2021, because I just read books all the time in hope to escape reality and finally acomplish something. And I did. But 2022 came with new disappointments, lost "friend(s)?" and not enogh will to read so many books again.
I would like to add a few words about myself as an introduction, but I don't think I know mysef well enough to be able to do it this instant.
So I'll just write down some things that I like in no particular order: - cold (it's been way too hot recently) - tea (I'm going to take a sip right now) - jigsaw puzzles (today I started doing one I wanted to for a few years now, but the last time I gave up after putting only a little bit together) - books (their smell, feeling them in my hands, flipping through the pages and sometimes reading) -cocoa (recently mainly because of The Amelia Project; you MUST check it out or I'm going to throw USB sticks with it at you and run away) - podcasts (I know it's pretty unexpected; yesterday I discovered I Am In Eskew and I love the vibes; the depressed and ominous vibes that is) - music (at the moment I'm listening to Dr. Sunshine Is Dead; as I said, the depressed vibes; recently I also listen a lot to AlicebanD) (sip) - idk, not sweating? it's way too hot for this time of day - old Hitchcock movies ( so far I've seen in this particular order: 1. Strangers On A Train (1951) (yes, because of The Amelia Project) 2. Rope (1948) (it's great; to sum up: be gay do crime) 3. Rear Window (1954) ( I really like the way it's filmed, I almost felt like I was one of the tennants of the building)
and after I'm finished with this I'm going to finish watching "Dial M for Murder (1954)" ( I started yesterday and stopped at Intermission; I wonder how he's going to frame his wife, I'm not smart enough to figure it out only from what I've seen so far)
It's funny that all the Hitchcocks films I've seen so far can be connected by starring actors/actress: 1&2 Farley Granger 2&3 James Stewart 3&4 Grace Kelly - Dirt Poor Robins (great band, and Queen Of The Night is increadible, I'm just listening to Komm Jesu rembering what happens in the movie)
- you made it so far?
♠♣♦Congratulations♦♣♠
Anyway, I think that's it for now. I'm going to watch "Dial M..." after tagging this post.
Ciao
PS: Yes, the blog's name comes from that The Guess Who song in case you were wondering.