do we think chocolate guy is gay?
my goal for 2025 is small simple and clear: change my whole entire life
they should invent being a girl for boys
hedgehog having a self care day 🧴🫧
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I want to give up, but then I tell myself I have to at least give it X more time, and once I've done that, I can decide to give up.
Then X time goes by, and I want to give up, but then I tell myself I have to at least give it X more time, and once I've done that, I can decide to give up.
Then X times goes by, and I want to give up, but then I tell myself I have to at least give it X more time, and once I've done that, I can decide to give up.
And nowhere in this process is there any hope of things actually being okay. I'm dangling a carrot on a stick in front of myself, and I've convinced myself it's actually gold. and I keep marching in the hopes that maybe one day I'll actually want the carrot. The carrot that I'll never catch.
When your only options are to keep going or to give up, how can you do anything but be gutted that those are the only choices you have?
Take a break, this cute tardigrade needs time to cross your dash:
Never forget the reason for the season
roundabouts are so cute like yeahhh theres circles in the road and we're all lining up for our turn to go round
good evening
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I loveee fantasy settings doing magical exhaustion:
burnt out pyromancers emitting steam and smoke
tired cryomancers shivering with visible foggy breath
weary necromancers looking ill and hearing voices
frazzled healers receiving the same cuts, bruises, and injuries of their patients
Gav’s Tavern Hi, I hope you like this. It is different from what I usually do. Also it was a lot of work.
things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever
change the color used to highlight text on your laptop
move the pictures on your wall
stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all
slightly vary your commute, even just by one street
change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed
drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real
shower with the lights off, without music
buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room
start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing
wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night
listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015
So crazy that doing stuff you don’t want to do in the moment is actually the key to long-term joy.