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⏳️🪐 12th House and How Your Mental Anguish Affects You 🪐⏳️

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12H ruler in 1H

Imma give you a hug first, okay. What you have gone through, like the experiences that you have had with the world at large, all that you have seen in your life, you internalized it all. You have sort of taken it upon you to be the witness of the suffering around you. Because you feel it all so personally. The person you have become, the thoughts and beliefs you carry are the way they are because of the absurdity of life that you have felt so deeply. It has shaped you, a lot. Next time, try to detach. It is not about you, it was never about you, it about them. You are observing, not absorbing.

12H ruler in 2H

When you are at that lowest point, second guessing everything, it really does affect your ability to manage your resources. And more often than not it can make you feel like you are not worth-it, or that you simply do not deserve to be happy. Especially if you have Chiron in the 2H too, it can feel suffocating because you keep on doing thing, trying to make it work, but you never feel like you did enough. Affirm to yourself about your successes, keep a gratitude journal and remind yourself that your need/wants are all valid.

12H ruler in 3H

You can completely obsess over finding out the reasoning behind why certain things happen the way it did. It's like you want to understand, you want to make actual sense out of it, why your problems are causing you the things that are happening. This can lead to a detachment from actually allowing yourself to feel things out and like emotionally get in a better shape first. You can get stressed out about the facts, a lot of the times. Perhpas communication is something you truly struggle with. Talk it out with someone, understand your feelings first and then a lot of the facts will start to make sense too.

12H ruler in 4H

A lot of your turbulent thoughts and experiences affect you very deeply, like the depth which can make you question your entire existence. Now, I gotta be honest with this one, you are clearing up a lot of karma from your family lineage. You are going to the very root of the issues. Because these mental anguishes aren't surface level for you, they are seated very deeply within your psyche. You have to face these deep seated demons, otherwise you can keep them shoving them down, till it becomes completely unbearable to face yourself. On the positive note, learn to be vulnerable with yourself, learn to be more accepting of what you are going through.

12H ruler in 5H

When you are at the low point in your life, you start to put a great distance between enjoying yourself and becoming completely oblivious to your childlike nature. You need to embrace your inner child. Do what you want, but do not do it because you feel like you can't do anything else with your life. There needs to be like a balance here, between enjoying yourself and knowing when it can get destructive. Too much of anything never did good. You can struggle with finding that simplistic joy in life. So try and spend time alone for a while, maybe get a coloring book or just try and bake cookies. You don't have to be good at something to enjoy it. Even if it's loving yourself.

12H ruler in 6H

You can neglect your health like nobody's business. These thoughts, stress and anguish can manifest directly in your body. That's what it is. When you are not in a good energy, you know you need to reconnect with your body. This may come initially as a bit challenging to truly get yourself to do, but, once you build that habit over time, you will realise how much you have mastered yourself. Focus on your physical well-being. This placement is very simple. You don't need to spend time spaced out and in another world. Get down and strengthen your body, you will notice that you will start to feel much more better in your mind.

12H ruler in 7H

When you get to a low point in life, the point where you are confronted with your old habits, fears and challenging emotions, it highly reflects in your relationships (more so the romantic kind). You can easily slip into unhealthy patterns with your partners, like seeing them with rose colored glasses or not having a proper sense of boundary with them. And you may even fear that true vulnerability with them. So when that happens, seek to be honest by being polite. You are not for everyone, and the ones that are for you will always understand this. Relationship can either make you or break you, choose the people wisely.

12H ruler in 8H

At the lowest points in your life, the people who aren't by your side intentionally, remember them because they are not supposed to be a part of your life. A healthy bond is where both people are there for each other, and that's exactly what life keeps teaching you over and over again. Your biggest anguishes are be caused because of the way certain people treat you and use you for their own benefit. When that happens, remember your biggest enemy is what you do not choose to see within those who take advantage of your kind nature. Yes, we can witness everybody's suffering, but at the end of the day everybody is responsible for themselves.

12H ruler in 9H

When you are at that low point in your life, you can question your faith a lot. There is a feeling where trusting your morals can become really hard. It's like when you know you truly love something, but the mere beliefs that everybody has instilled within you from birth hold you back. And you may even be the type who rebels often because of this thing. Create your own beliefs. That will require you to question what you have always been taught, don't be afraid to question it. You need let yourself see thing. At your lowest you can really see in black and white. Take a step back and observe. Read and learn.

12H ruler in 10H

Many of your mental anguishes come from you struggling with what kind of image you want to uphold between other people. You may struggle a lot with showing up between people or excessively thinking of what other people may think of you when you are at the low points in your life. You can often feel like other people look so deep within you, within the things you want to hide from everybody. When that happens, remember that what others think of you is absolutely none of your business. As long as you know that you are on the right track, you don't need anyone to tell you otherwise.

12H ruler in 11H

You are learning to trust in your dream and not hold yourself back from achievement. You know when you are at those low points in your life, there could be a deep seated fear of missing out on opportunities. You can start to second guess your own hopes, uncertain if you even deserve to have what you want or not. There could also be this sense of feeling like there is no hope left for you, like there is nothing anymore you want to have. When that happens, try to remain grateful, look at all the cool things you have achieved till now, appriciate yourself, open yourself up to something new.

12H ruler in 12H

When you hit rock bottom, it's like plunging into the deepest recesses of your mind, where you confront your fears and doubts about existence. It's a heavy burden, carrying the weight of your own struggles and the suffering of the world within you. At times, it feels suffocating, like you're lost in a maze of your own thoughts, trying to make sense of it all. But amidst the darkness, there is also potential for a lot of spiritual growth. Your journey through the depths of your psyche can lead to a greater understanding of yourself and the universe. Meditate often, and write your thoughts, talk to someone like-minded. Do not isolate yourself either.

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Astrology & tarot reading reviews:

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Astrology insights on health & more Pt 1.

*Personal observations & research, not from a professional opinion yet*

-> The body part ruled by Aries is the head. I would related this to the root chakra, Leading to how safe we feel in our environment and how we manage our energy levels. Depending on where you have your Aries placements, would show you which type of environment suits you to be more passionate and require you to be more assertive in order to help you take care of your energy. That's why it's important for people with Aries placements to calm down and don't end up being impulsive, embracing the energy of the root chakra (be authentic, safe and secure in your own presence and self).

--> Learning to assert your power, not overdoing it and making sure to engage in exercise to release/gain energy. Also make sure to keep your head in a place where you can connect with when things end up being imbalanced, and always come back to the basics when you feel lost. Your identity is always ever changing and dynamically growing. You might prefer to change your hairstyle according to your mood and like tattoos.

--> Aries placements are very ambitious with a competitive streak, but they need to remember that at the end of the day it's them who has to compete with themselves. People are not trying to put you down when they are in the same things as you. Do not let your ego and pride get the best of you, and do not take things out of anger in a way which ends up exploding, don't add injury to insult.

--> The tendency to be extreme is also present in these placements, so make sure to take this out in healthy ways.

--> Blood & Iron correspond well with Aries. Make sure to take care of your head in order for your energy to remain calm and stable, let your authenticity shine as you become your independent self. But remember to not let your head take the charge all the time. You are powerful when you let your power be shown in your stance.

--> The best way to take care of yourself is through exercising, exploring, being honest and open, taking charge of a project, and finding out your passions as you go after them.

--> Aries placements might have a big forehead if in sun position, big/defined chest if in moon, Their presence might be very powerful in a room if in ascendant position, etc.

Ex: Reese Witherspoon Is an Aries Sun in 9th house, so tendency of having a big forehead as mentioned, also she remains to be very wise, likes to speak from experience and has a philosophical approach to her work. Her movies like Legally Blond also always carry some humor but deep lessons about society as well. She might also have thick thighs as well, since works out and keeps her health maintained. There is also a glow about her, when she enters the "stage" (enters stardom with her own being), People feel a magnetic pull towards her. Like she is the one taking charge. Also why early in her career she came to the spotlight. Other examples are Simone Ashley, Robert Downey Jr. & Lady Gaga. For Aries moon, examples are off Tom Hiddleston, Daniel Radcliffe, Angelina Joule - tendency of being unafraid of how they appear and lead more with their heart & head.

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🏛️ | Wisdom in Astrology | 🏛️

The influence of Jupiter and Saturn when it comes to wisdom is a fascinating aspect of Astrology. Although the two represent contrasting forms of wisdom, they are equally valuable and can provide natives with an aura that makes others respect them and seek them out for advice.

This post includes information about Alchemy, specifically the alchemical significance of Jupiter and Saturn's energy.

Intelligence vs Wisdom

There is a distinction to be made between intelligence and wisdom.

Intelligence refers to cognitive abilities such as reasoning, problem-solving, memory, and learning. It encompasses the capacity to understand complex concepts, analyze information, and adapt to new situations.

Wisdom, on the other hand, goes beyond intelligence. It involves a deeper understanding of life, human nature, and the world. Wisdom includes qualities like insight, discernment, empathy, and the ability to make sound judgments based on experience and knowledge.

Intelligence can be seen in Mercury. Mercury is traditionally associated with intellect, communication, learning, and the rational mind. While Jupiter and Saturn can be more associated with wisdom due to Jupiter expanding our knowledge and philosophical understanding, and Saturn instilling the discipline and maturity needed to embody wisdom in our daily lives.

Wisdom Of Jupiter ♃

Jupiter's wisdom is a wide lens. It often encompasses grand visions, opportunities, and the pursuit of higher knowledge. It encourages exploration, faith, and a positive outlook on life.

Those strongly influenced by Jupiter often possess a sense of optimism, generosity, and a philosophical mindset. They are drawn to seeking meaning and purpose in their experiences, embracing diversity, and expanding their horizons through travel, education, or spiritual pursuits.

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Encourages a broad perspective and a search for meaning and truth. Its wisdom involves exploring beliefs, ethics, and higher knowledge.

Infused with optimism, faith in the future, and a belief that things can improve or be better.

Thrives on exploration, travel, and learning from diverse experiences and cultures.

Is generous, emphasizing sharing, giving, and enjoying the abundance of life.

Encourages taking calculated risks, seeking adventure, and embracing new opportunities with enthusiasm.

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A Jupiter Return occurs approximately every 12 years when transiting Jupiter returns to the exact position it was at the time of your birth.

This is a significant astrological event associated with personal growth, expansion, and new opportunities. Here are some of the energies you may experience during this time:

During a Jupiter Return, there is a sense of expansion and abundance in various areas of life. It can bring new opportunities for personal and professional growth, travel, education, and spiritual development.

Jupiter's influence during this time often enhances optimism, confidence, and a positive outlook on life. You may feel more adventurous, willing to take risks, and open to new experiences.

Jupiter is often associated with luck and blessings. During your Jupiter Return, you may notice fortunate events, unexpected gifts, or serendipitous encounters that enhance your life in meaningful ways.

This period is conducive to philosophical and spiritual exploration. You may feel drawn to seek deeper meaning, engage in self-reflection, or pursue knowledge that expands your understanding of the world.

Jupiter's influence encourages you to expand your horizons, whether through travel, learning new skills, or exploring different perspectives. It's a time of growth and broadening your intellectual and experiential boundaries.

Wisdom Of Saturn ♄

Saturn's wisdom is more focused and disciplined, representing the lessons learned through challenges, responsibilities, and limitations. Saturn teaches the value of hard work, perseverance, and self-discipline.

Individuals with strong Saturn influences tend to be practical, reliable, and grounded. They understand the importance of structure, planning, and long-term goals, often embodying qualities of patience, wisdom gained from experience, and a deep sense of responsibility.

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Emphasizes the importance of discipline, patience, and perseverance in achieving goals and enduring challenges.

Is realistic, focusing on practical solutions, hard work, and a realistic assessment of limitations.

Involves building strong foundations, whether in relationships, career, or personal development, through slow and steady progress.

Encourages self-discipline, self-control, and the mastery of one's strengths and weaknesses.

Earned through experience, failures, and setbacks, teaching valuable lessons and resilience.

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A Saturn Return occurs approximately every 28.5 - 30 years when transiting Saturn returns to the exact position it was at your birth.

This is a significant astrological milestone associated with maturity, responsibility, and life transitions. Here are some of the energies you may experience during this time:

The Saturn Return marks a period of increased maturity and self-reflection. You may reassess your goals, values, and priorities, seeking greater clarity about your path in life.

Saturn's influence during this time emphasizes responsibility, discipline, and hard work. It's a time to take stock of your achievements and commitments, and to make necessary adjustments for long-term success.

Saturn Returns often coincide with significant life transitions, such as career changes, relationship milestones, or personal transformations. These transitions may involve challenges but also opportunities for growth and resilience.

Saturn's influence encourages you to build solid foundations for your future. This may involve establishing financial stability, deepening meaningful relationships, or pursuing long-term goals with determination.

The Saturn Return is a period of gaining wisdom through experience. It's a time to learn from past mistakes, take responsibility for your actions, and embrace the lessons that contribute to your growth and maturity.

Alchemical Significance

In Alchemy, Jupiter and Saturn hold significant symbolic meanings, reflecting deeper spiritual and psychological principles.

Jupiter, associated with expansion, growth, and philosophical wisdom, aligns with the alchemical process of Ceration. This phase is akin to the quest for knowledge and understanding, where one must dissolve preconceived notions and beliefs to embrace new insights and perspectives. Jupiter's influence in alchemy embodies this process of breaking down the old to make way for the new, encouraging intellectual exploration and the pursuit of higher truths.

Saturn's association with discipline, responsibility, and practical wisdom corresponds to the alchemical process of Fermentation. This phase involves the integration of new knowledge and experiences into one's being, leading to personal growth, maturity, and the development of inner strength. Saturn's influence in alchemy reflects this transformative journey, emphasizing the importance of patience, endurance, and resilience as one navigates the challenges of life and undergoes inner alchemical processes.

Further Information & Sources;

There are a variety of sources online and older texts exploring the intersection of Astrology and Alchemy. Some can be found freely available online, some have been condensed into digestible articles. Explore all you can.

Astrology, Magic, and Alchemy in Art.

Alchemy: The Soul of Astrology

Alchemy: An Introduction into Symbolism and Psychology

Inner Alchemy Astrology

The Seven Stages of Spiritual Alchemy

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A practice that combines the principles of herbalism with astrology. It involves using astrological insights to determine which herbs are most beneficial for individuals based on their astrological chart or specific astrological influences.

For example, certain herbs might be recommended to balance or enhance the qualities associated with a person's sun sign, moon sign, or other astrological placements.

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houses in astrology

Sun: your vitality, government, self expression, indiviality, your father, spotlight, authority, things that make you happy

Mars: how you fight and what you light for, your passion, work ethic, anger, sexual energy, motivation, war, tattoos, dick, courage, enthusiasm leadership, younger brother also gay partner

Mercury: communication, intelligence, memory, social media, writing, middle school, community, transportation, gestures(hand in specific, your hands and nails even piercing, literature, art, cellphone, ground transportation, uncle, younger siblings, friends.

Jupiter: husbands in a women chart, wealth of wise, luck, abundance, success, philosophy, higher education, air travel, religion, justice, law, faith, exploration, growth, teacher, guru.

Venus: love, attraction, romance, who you fall in love with, what you fall in love with, how you love, your ideal person and the kind of dates you like, your fashion, pleasure, entertainment, self expression, luxury, art and aesthetics, jewellery, vagina, wife, daughter, daughter in law, sister and women

Saturn: hard work, rewards, achievement, karma, work ethic, guilt, fear, longevity, limitations, ethics, principles, self control, willpower, karma, lessons you are here to learn and lessons that you've bought from your past life, delay, father figure,elder brother, Servants.

Rahu: material desires, ambitions, worldly wants, technology, future, social media, mischief, fear, obsession, confusion, illusion, stocks, foreign lands, poisons, alcohol, trading and investment, greed, paternal grandparents.

Ketu: past life, things that come naturally to you because you've done them in your past life, spirituality, introspection, intuition, psychic abilities, fear, phobias, insecurities, maternal grandparents.

"Hope has been haunting me

with its never ending desire

Still hoping for the sun to touch its being

Even after the endless thunderstorms

and bring it back alive"

~ inspiration from reality