Sometimes I Feel Like Crying And Curling Up And Crying More But I Know If I Let It Out It’ll Worry

Sometimes I feel like crying and curling up and crying more but I know if I let it out it’ll worry people and I still have energy to keep going.

I’m fine everyone I’ll be alright!

I just need to find a period of time to be alone while I break down!

I can’t afford to break down in front of you right now, and if I break down at home my mom will bother me about it.

All I can do is listen to opal! “You’re strong, I know you are!”

I’ll stay strong for all of you! I have time to rest when I’m alone!

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2 months ago

Someone save me from this false angel, swooping down and preying on me in my darkest hour.

I only know she’s fake because I’ve seen the work of a real one.

Please someone rescue me.


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2 months ago

I will fix myself this time. This is the last chance I'll give myself. I promise you won't be disappointed. The last thing I'd want would be to let you down now.


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2 months ago

Why does it feel like with every relationship, romantic, platonic, whatever, they’ve always already got one foot out the door?

2 months ago

She’s… letting me design the angel.

I mean the design part isn’t the problem.

Most of my old OCs are angels anyway. Not sure what that says about me, I’m a little confused these days.

The hard part is going to be drawing it while I still feel my wings…

It’ll just feel wrong…


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2 months ago

don’t be sorry

i won't ever stop apologizing for this


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2 months ago

I had a friend send me one of these guides recently. I guess they really do know me too well.

ah, thank you pinterest. I really needed this.

Ah, Thank You Pinterest. I Really Needed This.
2 months ago

I finally finished cutting off everyone who made me worse. All of them. Including D.

My growth and progress will only be stronger now. I can prove it

2 months ago

So… I didn’t eat again today. I know I said I would but I genuinely didn’t have time this morning and I’m out of money to buy lunch.

I’ll eat something at dinner time I promise

God at this rate I’m gonna be more malnourished then that glowing russian twink/ref


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2 months ago

"Goodnight bro, see you tomorrow"

He doesn't understand how much I needed to hear that, to know that he's going to spend time with me willingly. Sometimes it feels like people only talk to me because I initiate, but hearing those simple 5 words made everything feel okay. I feel like I'm back in 8th grade, making plans to go over and hang out in his backyard I feel like I'm free from all my troubles that came later. I'm free from the changes that I never wanted to make and were forced on me by... some bad people.

I feel like the person I want to be again. I feel like I am who I should be and who I would have been if not for all the shit I've went through.

I hope this feeling stays around for a while.

I hope he says those words again tomorrow. "Goodnight bro. See you tomorrow" Goodnight, bro.

I'll be here, enjoying the feelings those words gave me. It will be a good night.


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2 months ago

I don't think that's pathetic.

Art and dance are a wonderful way to cope.


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