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sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.
Got termed spent a few months off of tumblr binging, but I'm back and fatter than ever. I'm a minor so if that makes you uncomfortable then DNI. Ugw is 88lbs/39.9kg. Ed accounts please Interact!! 🤍
I LOVE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER !1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!
this shit fire (from Google).
TW 3d
i haven't eaten all day and i'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF.
we're getting pizza for dinner as well so that's a guarantee i'm not eating that. worst case scenario i do a ch3w and sp!t
should we go for a 2 day fast?
edit- follow up question, do you end up swallowing a lot of the food from ch3w and sp!t? like is it the equivalent of 1 bite?
edit2- i got it forced down my throat 🥲 what a fun day i've been having
Soft as an angel, light as a feather
Some of my fav th!nsp0 right now Xx
chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail
baking so i can watch others eat it while i st@rve and smile :)
TW 3d
~goals~
cw- 67kg
1st goal- 65kg
2nd goal- 62kg
3rd goal- 60kg
4th goal- 58kg
5th goal- 55kg
6th goal- 52kg
7th goal- 49kg
and so on
im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)
life so shit i think about 4na when i see this part
vent
i just relapsed in binging and its the night before eid pls i cant do this anymore. i keep overeating and I've been eating so much this ramadan. my mh has gotten sm worse. pls I've had enough of having an ed but each time i try to recover i just end up switching €ds and its exhausting. i want a break from this so bad it has been like this for 3 years now. i just eanted to be skinny i didn't want to be in misery. i wish i wasn't a fatass so bad. why do i keep eating. i hate food so much i wish we didn't have to eat to survive.
sometimes I think I should genuinely just kms
I’ve been on and off binging sense summer STARTED and it’s driving me crazy
like I’ll be good for three to four days then ruin it for two and I’ve gained almost ten pounds
I feel so defeated and dead
I won’t be able to reach my goal by school and that’s devastating
I need to get back on track
I miss starving sm
someone HELPPPP
Mmmm laxatives
I just had the worst binge of my life
I’m literally sick the next day because of how badly that was
oh my god what the fuck