Insane Girl - Blog Posts

I feel like I should stop drawing

Silly scene kid because I finally lost it

too young to know it gets better - taylor

girls when nothing gets better

i need music to function idc if i turn deaf from all this music </3 better to turn deaf while listening to Lana and fiona than none at all

a girl without her music is like an angel without its wings

but as i grow im starting to see that some of her traits growing in me </3

like yesterday i was a deranged coquette bitch, then today i'm a crackhead baby listening to punk rock!!!!! i fear i'll be an escapee tomorrow

How are some people so good at sticking to one aesthetic, I feel like mine completely changes every time the wind blows in a new direction.

i would waste every wish in my life on you if i knew they would come true.

notes app poetry for the sad girls

- a $4,000 Sephora gift card

- fake my own death

- come back ten years later n create a new identity

summer wishlisht:

- hair down to my waist

- 1 million €

- clear skin

- my memory erased

- a modelling contract

- all the clothes i saved on pinterest

- a crispy diet coke and a caesar salad with salted fries on the side

- to go to italy and never come back

Real

Girl activities

biting your nails

wondering how many bodies are hidden in your hometowns hills and forests

laying naked in bed tracing your scars

daydreaming about your future

pretending to look mysterious and read in front of your cafe crush

wondering what you would look like 50 lbs lighter than trying to decide if you want to relapse or not

brushing your hair with vintage silver hair brushes than wondering who all the women were who brushed their hair with it before you

writing poetry at 4 am

falling in love with your best friend

cleaning your room on a sunday

picking at your skin in the mirror till your whole face is red and swollen

daydreaming about bleaching your hair

cuddling your dog

remembering your dreams while sitting on the shower floor

watching movies, reading books, and watching shows, pondering the stories and characters and fantisizing about your life being like those stories

i tried to be good, am i no good?

I love my philosophy class, it makes me feel smart

I need to connect with someone again, I swear I can be a good friend, I'm just too shy irl. I feel soo alone without someone how truly understands me

I hate girls that call themself weird when they are the most basic human being in the room...

welcome to my blog ! <3

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | my name is arria and i am 15 ! . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | my favourite artists are erin lecount, phoebe bridgers, gracie abrams, lauren spencer-smith, sofia camara, sadie jean, jade lemac, & more . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | loves (fandom vers.) : aot, jjk, haikyuu, one piece, maze runner, hunger games, tsoa, the alexander trilogy - mary renault, & more . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | nov. scorpio . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | entp-t ! . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | loves (general vers.) : history, mythology, reading, writing, poetry, running, music, dancing, matcha, iced coffee, sweet tea, blankets, summer, sleep, no school, & more . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | hates : school, pedos, ap testing, sex, & more . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | my inbox is always open if u wanna talk/have questions about me ! . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | rottenheqrts on pinterest & arria on spotify ! . . .

PEDOS DNI!! i don't mind if you're somebody older as long as you aren't reaching out to me with SEXUAL or ROMANTIC INTENTIONS that is a PROBLEM.

tw : gore, morbid, death, insanity, self sabotage, selfishness, SA/ rape mentions & more . . .

꒰ঌ໒꒱ | i can get a little intense so let me know if i offend u or come off too strong < 3 . . .

LOOK AT THIS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRL!?!?!?

ya'll why do other girls my age look so pretty and gorgeous and i literally look like a freaking bug

at least i have a cute smile

saw a cute frog. proposed. he said no. anyway i live in the woods now

In my healing era (I go back and forth between healed and insanely unstable everyday)

You’re mine now. Forever and a day.

I just want to sit on an older man's lap :(

₊˚⊹ ❤︎

one that is all mine and has NO other friends

No guy will be able to match my freak

333

THIS IS SO ME 🩷

girls just wanna blog, play dress to impress, and giggle over edits