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If Monsoon and Autumn had children, one of them would be me.
rainy days in the garden + mughal history
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Yup, all the weather is shifted - rainy season, first snows, etc. Even some of the wildlife has disappeared in my lifetime (fireflies, some songbirds)!
Something deeply painful is the fact that seasons, especially fall, dont feel the same. Not because of individual maturity but because climate change has impacted the weather patterns so so so much that we cant even experience the same annual shifts that our ancestors have for centuries
I feel displaced, i yearn for the spring, summer, fall, and winter that i can barely remember experiencing
Some months back while I was walking down the highway in the pouring rain just for something to do.
And an ambulance drove past me which isn't a strange occurrence because of the state I live in. There's a lot of violence and drugs use here.
And I stopped on the shoulder to let the ambulance pass without worrying about me jumping in front of it because that has actually happened. And I don't know what possessed me to do this but I waved at them. And I watched in horror as the driver's face went pale and his face just dropped while he was looking at me.
About twenty or thirty feet down the road towards the hospital they slowed down and turned off the emergency lights.
For those who don't know that means the patient has passed in the ambulance and they're too far from the hospital to continuing resuscitating you. It happens the most with D. N. R patients.
And this paramedic has had some kind of grudge against me since then because everything he passes me. I get the rudest looks for him.
Pardon the back ground. I had already walked a couple miles and I was passing through a trailer park.
Not the best outfit and I lost my belt at the time.