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I wish I know

Oh that crazy time of night...

I can not sleep, I fight

My own buzzy head,

My sick imagination,

My cursed soul and darken heart.

In silent hours

My thoughts crawls back to you

Again and again

Even if I want to run away from both of you.

My thought — I'd rip them apart.

You - I'd fall on my knees

And pray. Beg.

Don't know what for though.

Maybe you'd have enough heart to end my suffer.

Look at me: I'm like a deer hit by a car...

You know, I'm kinda tired.

Wish you could hear me muttering nonsense -

Stories that never happened,

That could never happen -

In the dark.

What would you say?

I wish I know

What happens in your head -

if someone owns your thoughts, your pain, your pray;

(If only you believe in divine mercy,

Which I recon you do;

Though the only

scriptures for me

Are my tenderly-wreked dreams

Where just you and me -

The only time I see you

So closely, so clearly, so truely...)

What happens in your bed:

If someone warms you

Like my cat warms me

to fever that chilly night

While rain pours down in street lights,

Whips my windowglass,

Don't let me sleep that night...